I owe a lot of people replies, I will get round to it. I spent the day unloading a generator from a truck that dug itself in meaning we had to dig it out again and then had to unload another truck loaded with wood for the new huts on my other piece of land. My heart feels as if it is about to burst out of my chest. The pain is intense and reaches all the way across my chest, down my left arm and right to the top of my head. I think my left eyeball is about to burst.
So I am going to have a fag and a whisky, dose myself up with Inderal tablets and a squirt or two of Nitrrolingual and go to bed and hope I get a few hours decent kip before Cro Magnon and the other seniors boot me out of bed to give me a good kicking for blubbing in the dorm.